Chapter 23

To a certain extent, I am starting to feel tired. Just wondering when will the results come in? Would need some urgent changes or spark in my life. Has been pretty monotonous for the recent period and it just grows on me that week in week out, its always the same old routine. Maybe for someone to come into my life now would be nice, but who? I need some change, change for the good.

Chapter 22

I cant describe the feeling of driving to work, driving to places and driving to everywhere I want to go. This feeling is so wonderful. No restrictions and no headaches over public transport on how I am going to get home. Indeed, now I can feel how those drivers would sulk if they cant drive for a week and being forced to take public transport.

Having the ability to drive gives me the extra motivation to roam more outside, be it for work or for social purposes and it sure allows me to play the gentleman sending girls home. But wait, its not a flashy car! -.- So right now all my focus will be on my work and excelling in it. AND YES, I feel so empowered when I drive! Confidence + 5.

Chapter 21

Been a long time since I found the time and energy to post. Today I found the harsh practical side of life. Guess I just have to go through this lesson huh? Got my first C last year, abused it and now reaping the "rewards". Still in control, but it is a painful lesson to learn. Been feeling jittery the whole day. Could it be my driving test tomorrow? Just hope I can begin my day tomorrow in good spirits by passing the test and start driving. Been missing this out for like 28 years of my life. Sad huh?

On the other hand, time is running short. I need to provide someone soon an ideal home! Maybe I should just go and take a look at the casino jobs... HAHA. How cool to play blackjack during your work hours. =)